I just realized that I’m a good pretender. I act like everything falls into right places. I act like every little piece fits. I act like no crap happened. I act like the picture is so perfect. Why can’t I share my burden? I guess it’s because, I myself deny the shit that happened. I just want this thing to end. Want to hear someone’s voice. Every night I want to hear your voice, because I know it’ll be a good help. I need a hand, a helping hand. But I just can’t say nor admit the fuck that I’m going through right now. I’m all fucked up. I screwed up, big time. Hoping for a better day tomorrow.

I want to bear no pain. I want to feel no pain. T.T

(Source: prettypthings)

My parents were having an argument- who’s the more mabait between them. Then both of them were choked, my mom asked me to get her a glass of water. My pap, held the glass while I was filling it, I thought his gonna drink it but he gave it to my mom. Wasn’t it sweet? :’> They have no idea how happy I was when I saw it. :))))))))

but now, they are having a serious argument. Scary.

God only knows, why it’s taken me so long to let my doubts go.

I missed tumblr.

So my, my nails were done
I had my hair on point
Got my, my body talking the way you like it boy

Yes I played the part
Then you broke my heart
As if I mean nothing to you
Can’t believe how you make me feel pretty

Pretty upset
Pretty broken
I feel so pretty
Pretty messed up
Pretty much done
Now without you, super pretty
I will never be pretty messed up
I don’t wanna be pretty no more.

I had a blast last night. I’m so thankful that my friends opted to spend their time with me on my special day. Love.Love.Love

(Source: michelleyyy)

The Prettiest Thing

(Source: the-blue-wavess)